These days, I find myself hungering for some motivation and inspiration. While things aren’t as bad as they seem in general, but there are many areas in my career that I’m unhappy about.

The good thing is, I have alot going for me at the moment. I think I’ll just take things a step at a time.

I just shocked everyone this week, sporting a short haircut. I had initially wanted to just trim my mane a little bit, maintaining the style and length. However, the hair stylist identified my problems and suggested to me his solution. What won me over was he knew what he was doing, he knew the problem, and gave a very frank and logical suggestion.

Friends who know me well would know that I have a balding problem at the two sides of my forehead. Male pattern hairloss. It’s not a disease, nor in the genes, but simply a condition. That’s the finer way of saying “shit happens”. I’m fucked, in the head, literally.

Anyways, makes my head look a little unbalanced coz I have obscene amounts of hair on the other parts of my head. So the solution for this is to cut short all the other places that have alot of hair, so to give the illusion that my balding regions aren’t really lacking hair at all.

To be honest, I don’t know how good my current hair style looks. I’ve been getting mixed reviews. I’ll put up a poll with photos soon.

In other news, I’ll be working on a couple of songs for a fund-raising Christian album. One song will be familiar to long time fans, my very own With Your Blood with the lyrics and arrangement revised. The other will be an arranging stint. I’m very excited about it because I’m finally involving the very skills and talent that God has given me back into his ministry. Proceeds will go to the relief efforts in Sichuan.

Also in other news, Piano Spa 5 has been officially announced. Yours truly will be working on all 30 songs of the album this time. It will feature very Spa’ish music from me this time round. So start saving the $20+ dollars to buy the bloody album when it is released yeah? Thanks.

I’m currently working on my Music website. Initial concepts are coming up, and once those are finalized, the building process will be a breeze, coz I’ve been honing my Flash, PHP/mySQL and CSS skills lately, and right now, they are as sharp as Gordon Ramsay’s knives. I mention Mister Ramsay because I’ve been watching Hells Kitchen lately, after it was recommended to me by Loviatar the wanker. Fell in love INSTANTLY with the show, it’s food, and it’s pathetic contestants.

So you can see, alot of shit is going on in my life. There is only 1 bloody thing that I’m really annoyed and unhappy about, and I’m not in the position to discuss that here.